School for me Today

I just xeroxed 56 pages of the Script "Proof" for English 2 class. Even though I'm not doing homework, I ace tests & school is on my mind always(I take 4 classes). It's not like I don't care, I've always tested well and placed high, but the discipline of doing homework has never been my forte. Funny time in my life. School is something I passed up in my twenties, I always made more money on my own than whatever a degreee could offer me. I never felt challenged and didn't feel like working off my music scholarship in a bunch of college bands and not have a well-rounded education. I preffered reading the classics on my own and digging deep. Now(12 years later) I'm in school without anymore clarity as to the value of it in my field(s). School is stressful. Especially since I have alot of work to do promoting my new album"Black Maya Voodoo". I thought the album was my last work of completion. I'm still undecided about continuing school. I need to deal with it with a clear mind. If I stay I can pass this semester. I'm just not sure that I want to share my knowledge and experience in a university setting or any form of Academia. Lot's to deal with. Mom's 75th birthday coming up in less then a month. Being sober. Wow. I put this out there and just know my greatest and most challenging work on this plane is meditation, which has many rewards but is a struggle to get back on consistently. "EASY DOES IT", I SUPPOSE (another lifelong thing to remember). I've been playing more and a wealth of music is percolating. This is one of the BIG things I'm here for as well. AUM.